This isn't as random as it may seems. This is something that just happened to me, reworded and in the form of a phone conversation. The side you are hearing is my point of view.
"Just Conversation:
... I can't tell you...
... Yeah I know you're my best friend but I -
... I'm sorry, but I can't even admit it to myself, let alone someone el-
... No, only two people KNOW...
... But they know everything that's going on! They figured it out...
... I didn't hint anything!
... No I'm serious, I thought I was hiding it well. You could guess if you tried hard enou-
... That's the thing, they don't know they're right-
... Yes I'm still a virgin!
... No, I'm not a lesbian either.
... No! Don't go! I just can't s--
... Oh! So that would be a stupid reason to be emotional?
... Why did I know you would say something like that?
... It's a good you DON'T know everything.
... Just forget it, I need to go clear my head.
... I'm going for a walk. There's a beautiful sunset outside.
Click.
Completed at 9:15 on July 19th, 2007
Love Ya'll
FAFA
~Buffy~
This title is bound to change at some point.
I don't know when I wrote this-
I suppose this was written around the time I was in "I love Nate" mode.
Since it does not have a date at the top, I assume I did not plan on it being a poem or something anyone sees for that matter.
"Loving You"
So, I don't know how I feel.
I'm jealous.
But I'm always jealous!
And I don't mean to be,
I just want to see him happy,
Even if I'm not a part of that happiness.
And even though I wish I was,
I'll accept the fact that I'm not and never will be.
But who knows what the future will bring?
NEVER say never I guess.
I'm this close to
Loving
You.
So close, but yet so far...
Love Ya'll
FAFA
~Buffy~
"Fool"
I suppose that I was:
A fool to think you liked me,
A fool to think you cared.
A fool to think I had a chance,
A fool to think you stared.
A fool to believe in a happy ending,
A fool to believe in trust.
A fool to believe that I was worthy,
A fool to believe in love.
Completed at 10:24 pm on May 8, 2007
Love Ya'll
FAFA
~Buffy~
"Life and Choice"
Life.
Sometimes it seems rough
But your only --
Choice
Is to live through
Life.
You are not a--
Choice.
Are you?
Is this what you want to be called
The rest of your--
Life.
It's amazing that we know its wrong
To take away human --
Life.
Yet 4,000 children die everyday,
In the name of--
Choice.
Well your mother CHOSE--
Life.
And you should too.
Completed at 1:03 am on January 14, 2007
"Once Again"
Again I will say that I love you
Again you will say that I don't
Again I will say I can't live without you
Again you will say that I should
Once more I will say that I need you
Once more you'll say you don't care
Once more I will wait there in silence
Once more I will sit there and stare
Again I will ask how you can tell
Once more you'll say I'm too young
Again I will tell you, just like before
That Once Again you are wrong
Completed at 1:37 am on April 14, 2007
Love Ya'll
FAFA,
~Buffy~
I can't describe it and I can't hide it.